I started this post for one reason….I think I’m lonely. What a sad start to a blog!!! This sounds crazy… I have two children under 4, work part time, have a husband who is physically with me most of the time and have various friends/acquaintences I can call at the drop of a hat. However, right now is a difficult place to be. Many of my friends are either new moms, soon-t0-be-moms or some still single. Life went from one big college party… to one big after college party…. to this… separate groups of people who through no fault of their own are now consumed with their own small families or groups (myself included). This change also coincided with my mother’s passing just prior to meeting my husband and having my children. Then my grandmother’s passing and then several aunts passing. I now officially have one female blood relative left besides my daughters and though I love the men in my life they don’t understand me and I’m hoping that through this blog instead of myself muddling through things.. there will be others out there muddling with me and we can all muddle through together, helping ourselves and eachother!